Saturday, December 4, 2010

Life after YOU ~

All good things come to an end, as much as I've always known such departing will come between us, I've never, not once expected to have grown some hate-love feelings too. I had always thought that I could have just, move on, move on with no hatred towards you. Guess that is now far from the truth for I can't even begin to describe how disappointed, angry, and hurt I am, all thanks to you. Yes, you still call me, text me, as if you had done nothing wrong. As you always were. I guess you have failed to realize that if you did cut me, I would be bleeding too. Yes, I'm human too ~ Though I will probably won't think of love again, there's no place for you in my heart either. I've said enough, waited long enough, taking in so much pain, and my final word to you is indeed, ENOUGH.

You said that you know me well, much better than everybody else, but I would say you don't even have a clue cos if you did, then you should know the final blow you have given me hit me so damn low and I just couldn't bare the thought of being hurt one more time by you. I remember, the text you given me weeks ago, that you did all the things I've seen just to make me mad at you, just to get on my nerves so I would text you, but, did I text you even once? It is indeed your life, and I'm just trying to share some bits of happiness as much as I could while I'm still in your life. But if you chose to ruin your health, yourself, then that is something you, yourself must be responsible for.

So, here it is, my final goodbye, and I really do hope, you will find peace in your heart and that you will realize just how much I have given in just for you.

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